Tuesday, 30 June 2020

The Centurion's Wife by Davis Bunn and Janette Oke




The entirety of The Centurion's Wife takes place within an 8 week period during 33AD.  It starts just after Passover when Leah is told that a Centurion has asked to marry her.  Leah is kept as a servant in Pilate's house, whilst also being his niece.  As Pontius Pilate is concerned that Jesus' followers will start rioting and a revolution after His death, Pilate's wife asks Leah to find out what she can about these rabble-rousers and determine whether they pose any threat to the peace that Pilate seeks to maintain.

The blurb says:
Janette Oke has dreamed for years of retelling a story in a biblical time frame from a female protagonist's perspective, and Davis Bunn is elated to be working with her again on this sweeping saga of the dramatic events surrounding the birth of Christianity. . .and the very personal story of Leah, a young Jewess of mixed heritage trapped in a vortex of competing political agendas and private trauma. Caught up in the maelstrom following the death of an obscure rabbi in the Roman backwater of first century Palestine, Leah finds herself also engulfed in her own turmoil facing the prospect of an arranged marriage to a Roman soldier, Alban, who seems to care for nothing but his own ambitions. Head of the garrison near Galilee, he has been assigned by Palestine's governor to ferret out the truth behind rumors of a political execution gone awry. Leah's mistress, the governor's wife, secretly commissions Leah also to discover what really has become of this man whose death and missing body is causing such furor. This epic drama is threaded with the tale of an unlikely romance and framed with dangers and betrayals from unexpected sources. At its core, The Centurion's Wife unfolds the testing of loyalties between two young people whose inner searchings they cannot express, between their irreconcilable heritages, and ultimately between their humanity and the Divine they yearn to encounter.
This book is a romance that would also be enjoyed by those who like historical or political fiction too.  The Centurion's Wife was recommended to me by a friend from church, but in all honesty, I was not expecting it to be as good as it was. 

Leah's family met hard times, and though she was living as the personal servant to Pilate's wife, she was an intelligent and independent woman who made the most of her situation, and did not want to lose the little freedom she has by being married off to a soldier.  Having a good knowledge of the Bible and the events after Jesus's crucifixion, it was interesting to see that as the backdrop of this unexpected romance.  I liked how these fictional characters were interwoven with the historical characters of Pilate, Herod, Mary Magdalene, Mary, Martha, Lazarus etc. and though it is fiction all the events are entirely plausible.  I also liked that the story focuses on strong women in a historical setting where that would have been difficult.

I really enjoyed this book.  I read it in a day, and even though I knew the story of the context, I wanted to find out what happened between Leah and the Centurion.  My only slight niggle is with the title - Leah and Alban only get betrothed at the halfway mark in the book, and the actual wedding celebration isn't until the end of the book, but that's only a minor thing.

Monday, 29 June 2020

Weekly Update Y2w26

Halfway through the year and I have lost 5.1 kg since January 1st; that's just over 11 lbs in old money.  That is a lot less than I would have hoped I would have lost by this point in the year, but I cannot get too disheartened.  My progress is steady, I am losing weight and I am forming new habits - that's a big win!
This week, I have been focusing on eating Veggies Most, as coined by the 2B Mindset, and it seems to be working.  I am feeling full and satisfied and genuinely am craving more vegetables in preference to other foods.  It's bizarre! lol

Here's a selection of the foods I've been eating:

Cabbage Steak with Piccalilli
 To bake the cabbage steak and the carrots, I simply lay them on a baking tray, coat with onion salt and garlic powder and a spritz of oil, before baking at 180C for 20+min, until they look soft and yummy.  I flip the cabbage steak halfway through baking, and the edges start to caramelise.

The topping for the first picture is sliced onions and chorizo, fried together.  As chorizo is a strong flavour, I kept to the basic for my baked veg.  Alternatives can be adding cumin, chilli or Mexican spices before baking the cabbage.  Then I added piccalilli mixed with a little yoghurt and thinned with vinegar so it goes further.

Naked Cheeseburger and Salad
By buying decent thick burgers, you honestly don't need the bread roll.  I've had burgers with cheese and BBQ sauce, or more piccalilli (I've only just discovered I like it), on a bed of spinach, cucumber, tomato, mushrooms etc and it is really filling and satisfying.  As a bread lover, this has been the main surprise for me, that I can enjoy traditionally breaded food without it!

Cabbage Steak with Mushrooms
The third picture shows cabbage steaks and carrots again (I love baked carrots - I feel like my eyes have been opened and atm I could eat them every day!), this time with mushrooms and spring onions on top.  I also made a sauce to accessorise them, of Korean BBQ sauce (which was too spicy for me) with Greek yoghurt and vinegar.  It was sweet, and tangy and spicy.  Despite having cabbage steaks twice this week, I don't love them, but with strong flavoured sauces, you can change what you're eating to keep it exciting and fresh.

This coming week, my plan is to keep eating the vegetables, and to keep off traditional carbs after lunchtime (I am still eating fruit and the occasional dessert or glass of wine in the evenings).  I am really noticing that this is making a difference (when I stick to it) to both my weight and to how my body feels in terms of bloatedness and hunger.

Exercise-wise, I have shifted my focus, so I am not worrying too much about getting the exercise done, but since lockdown has eased, I did walk 4.5km with a friend last Monday, and we plan to walk further this afternoon.  It may not be much, but this is a good habit for me to develop as it feels more like fun than hard work.

Sunday, 28 June 2020

If I didn't Care by Kait Nolan



If I Didn't Care was my N in the series.  It is about best friends Judd and Autumn who have a shared trauma from the past which shapes their future lives - Autumn's father tried to kill them both. Set in the small town of Wishful, the story centres on these two characters as they try and deal with the fact that Autumn's father is being released from prison.

The blurb says:
He has one mission

Since they were children, career cop Judd Hamilton has built his life around taking care of his best friend, Autumn Buchanan. While he might once have dreamed of a different future for them, everything changed the day her father tried to kill them both. Determined to keep her safe, Judd put his feelings aside and turned his focus to protecting her, always.

She leads a double life

Nobody in their small town would ever dream that Autumn, Wishful's friendly librarian, is really successful erotic romantic suspense author, Rumor Fairchild. No one knows that the swoon-worthy hero of her series is based on her best friend, Judd. He's been fulfilling her rescue fantasies for years, and now she's ready to catapult them out of the friend zone to make her real life romance come true.

Their nightmare returns

But when the past comes full circle and Autumn's father returns to Wishful, even the power of Judd's badge isn't enough to keep her safe from the madman. If he wants the chance at a future with the one girl he's always loved, Judd may have to toss everything he's worked for aside to do the one job that matters.
This book is a romance, but with a definite suspense element to it. Though the who-done-it side of things was quite predictable (I won't say more as to not give it away), the build up of suspense and the plot was really good. There are plenty of humorous scenes too, especially at the book club...

If I Didn't Care is the first of the Wishing For A Hero series, and I happily spent a day being immersed in Autumn and Judd's lives.

Thursday, 25 June 2020

Reading List O-Z

As I finished yet another book yesterday (I'll write a review of If I Didn't Care by Kait Nolan soon), I was searching my Kindle for the next book to read based on author - I'm now on O.  I had to scroll through over 70 pages of books, just to get to author O!  (There may well be a quicker way of doing it on my kindle, but I can't seem to be able to search specifically for an author's letter, so scrolling it is.)  Given that I don't want to be repeating that all the time, especially as we progress through the alphabet I'll have to skip more and more pages, last night I chose and downloaded the books I will read for the rest of the alphabet.


Usually I go by gut-feel, so sometimes I'm in the mood for romance, sometimes a thriller, sometimes fantasy, sometimes Sci-Fi; sometimes I'll want to read a classic, other times I want to read something lighter.  It depends on what I have just read and what's going on in life.  Now, however, with this pre-chosen list I have to hope that I've chosen well.  As always, I have gone by the title and by the book cover, so though I may have an inkling of what the book is about, I am often wrong.

O - The Centurion's Wife by Janette Oke and Davis Bunn
P - Ties that Bind by Anne Patrick
Q - Third Daughter by Susan Kaye Quinn
R - Rise of the Dragons by Morgan Rice
S - The Lanvin Murders by Angela M Sanders
T - Incarnation by Jason Tesar
U - [ETA: Plague 99 by Jean Ure]
V - Stronger than Magic by Melinda VanLone
W - Now, Then and Everywhen by Rysa Walker
X - [ETA: On Her Own Two Wheels by Stacy Xavier]
Y - Forged in Rage by Sean Young
Z - The Forever Man 1 by Craig Zerf

As you can see, I am missing a U and an X.  Though I'm meant to be working my way through the books I have already bought, it does bug me somewhat that I'm missing just two of the letters of the alphabet.  If you know any fiction authors whose last names begin with these letters, please recommend them to me.  Ideally, I'd like a free book on Kindle (as the whole point of this was to not buy any more), but I'd be willing to pay a little just for completeness.

Wednesday, 24 June 2020

Toward a Liberalism by Richard Flathman


Towarda Liberalism is a philosophy book and I can only guess it was free at some point, as otherwise I don’t know why I would have bought it?

The blurb says:
In Toward a Liberalism, Richard Flathman shows why and how political theory can contribute to the quality of moral and political practice without violating, as empiricist- and idealist-based theories tend to do, liberal commitments to individuality and plurality. Exploring the tense but inevitable relationship between liberalism and authority, he advances a theory of democratic citizenship tempered by appreciation of the ways in which citizenship is implicated with and augments authority. Flathman examines the relationship of individual rights to freedom on one hand and to authority and power on the other, rejecting the quest for a single homogenous and authoritative liberal theory.

It’s a collection of essays and I confess that much of it was beyond my understanding, having never studied philosophy before. After finishing the first essay, I decided to persevere and read the other essays too, but many of the technical (philosophical) definitions were unknown to me, so though I understood the individual words, some of the sentences seemed to talk around in circles.
After each essay, I wrote up a brief description, and that has become a bit of an essay in itself.

The first essay is all about Theory and Practice. It centres around Oakeshott’s and Wittgenstein’s view on how philosophical theory and philosophical practice are related – or not. Not knowing beforehand what their views are (tbh, I hadn’t heard of them before) I was at a disadvantage, so could only go by the author’s description of their views and therefore his (the author) critique of their validity. I think the final two sentences in this essay to be a good summary:

But if liberalism acknowledges and welcomes the variety and changeable character of moral and political practices, if it recognizes and delights in the restless diversity of moral and political practitioners, these conclusions concerning the limitations and possibilities of theory and theorizing are neither surprising nor disturbing, neither to be resisted nor regretted. More than this the theorist of theory and practice cannot and should not try to say.

The second essay is all about the difference between in authority, an authority and authoritative. I found this essay much more understandable. It was shorter than the first essay, and kept on point. It still requires concentration, but I found myself nodding along as I was reading. My quoted summary of this essay:
Liberals are correct that authority is dangerous. … Nevertheless, by comparison with our other practices, authority abbreviates and truncates the processes of reflection and judgment through which agreement develops among free human beings.

The third essay is about authority and citizenship, and whether you can have one without the other. Authority is always objectionable as it only has a role when we’re unsure about the actions we should take. Some philosophers talk about high and low citizenship, but that doesn’t change the character of authority, rather the attitudes of citizens to that authority.

The fourth essay is about freedom, what freedom means and whether it is good or not. Within this chapter, there’s a section on religious freedom and freedom of religion, which I found much more understandable than other sections – probably because, being a Christian, it is relevant and therefore more interesting to me. It also discusses the link between freedom and perfectionism; and whether freedom is a liberal conception that has a role in political philosophy or not.

The fifth essay is about moderating rights, perhaps because of extremism attached to the rights itself resulting in ultra vires behaviours of those looking to reinforce those rights. Again, I have found this chapter very relatable to me, due to having encountered many Local Authorities who do act ultra vires surrounding Home Education – claiming that home educators must accept visits, and that we must send them samples of our children’s work etc (when in fact, most Elective Home Education Officers who work for the Local Authority have zero qualifications in education, let alone have knowledge of home education or child pedagogy). The essay then goes on to defend civil encroachment and civil non-enforcement. The essay ends:

If I am correct in thinking that extremism in the exercise of at least some rights is prevalent, and increased incidence of announced and defended civil encroachment might benefit the practice of rights in much the manner that civil disobedience has benefited the practice of authority.

The sixth essay looks specifically at the Theory of Rights and the Practice of Abortion. As somebody who used to be very anti-abortion, but now thinks it is correct that abortion is safe and legal – I just wish it was a service that never had to be used (see my previous blog on the topic) – I was interested to see what conclusions the essay would draw. It is quite a long chapter, so though it was interesting, it took a long time to read through. Sometimes I felt Flathman jumped in his reasoning, or made assumptions that I couldn’t quite logically follow (that is not to say they were illogical, just that I an a non-philosophy student could not follow them).
He goes through various arguments against abortion if the foetus is animate, sentient and possessed of reflexive consciousness. Within this latter discussion, Flathman says:

...it follows from these facts about it that the fetus should not be thought of a bearer or possessor of rights. To have a right is to be in a position to choose to exercise that right or not…

He then goes on to say that since a foetus cannot exercise that right, the fetus does not have any rights, and therefore the argument against a right to abortion due to the rights of the fetus is null and void. This is one of the arguments that I didn’t understand, since surely children are not in a position to exercise a particular right or not, but that doesn’t mean we have a right to infanticide; or women in some areas of the world may not know or not be in a position to exercise any rights, but that doesn’t mean that they should be walked over and treated as property. But as I said, it may be that I simply don’t understand the words that he is using, but this seems like a poor argument to me.

Flathman also uses the argument that “Abortions do not destroy human persons. Abortions destroy fetuses.” but does not elaborate as to when exactly the fetus does become a human, implying it is at the moment of birth. In fact he equates a fetus with being simply a sperm or ovum, and if a foetus should not be wasted, then it should similarly be prohibited to use contraceptives, masturbation or any kind of act where they may be destroyed. Yet a sperm on its own, or an egg on its own, will never become a foetus.

In the section entitled “Can a Legal or Moral Right in the Strict Sense to Abortion on Demand Be Justified?” Flathman expands on how such a right for one person impacts on other people – specifically if the second person has a moral/religious/other reasoning why they won’t perform the abortion.

The answer to these questions is a qualified yes.
The yes is qualified for the same kinds of reasons that have convinced a number of societies to qualify the obligations imposed on pacifists and other conscientious objectors to do military service in what are believed to be justified wars. … And so far we can [establish both a legal and moral right] without nullifying the right, we should excuse from the correlative obligations those persons for whom abortion remains morally unacceptable.

I will end my analysis of this essay by quoting a few sentences from his conclusion:

The concept of a right is one of the most widely used, and most commonly abused, items in our moral and political lexicon. We have claims to an extraordinary variety of rights and we find rights attributed to an astonishing diversity of creatures and things.
… because that case is very strong, and because its strength derives in no small part from the support it receives from the principle (LP) which provides the optimum bases for defending individual rights, a right to abortion on demand is exactly what women ought to have.

The final essay is entitled “Egalitarian Blood and Skeptical Turnips”. I don’t know if all my brain cells were used up on the previous essay, but I didn’t really get this. It discusses reasonings by Ackerman, and whether they are reasonable or not, but seemed to go round in circles to me. I can tell you that the essay was discussing Morality, Neutrality1 and Neutrality2, but in all honesty, I didn’t get my head around what they meant, nor which Neutrality was which. I did highlight some parts of the chapter, that I will quote below, but I can’t really remember why or the relevance of them.

Accordingly, he takes the familiar tack of contending that in reason everyone should or ought to agree to those policies and that those who do agree are justified in imposing the policies on those who fail to see the light.

And also,

Justifying policies by arguing that they contribute to this (or any other) agreed-upon end is a far cry from claiming that they are required because we cannot agree upon ends.

And finally,

If all that Ackerman gave us in support of egalitarian policies of Neutrality1 was the skeptical foundations of Neutrality2, he would have given us precisely nothing in support of those policies.


Overall, I am glad I stretched myself and read this collection of essays, even though I freely admit I didn’t understand it all, and that some spoke to me clearer than others. I have a friend who is currently studying Politics, Philosophy and Economics and I do now understand some of what she talks about, even if I can’t necessarily reply using correct philosophical terms.

Tuesday, 23 June 2020

Country Heaven by Ava Miles


This book was chosen as my M, and it was a good tonic to the previous book I read.

Country Heaven is a romance from the Dare River series.  It features Rye Crenshaw, a famous country singer who offers chef Tory a job for the summer on his tour bus, before she has to return to studying for her PhD.

The blurb says:
When famous—and infamous—country singer Rye Crenshaw saunters into the diner where she cooks, Tory Simmons is certain she’s got him pegged. He’s a bad boy rock star who indulges himself in all things, women included. But while she couldn’t care less about country music or arrogant men, Rye makes her an offer she can’t refuse when he asks her to be his private chef on his multi-city concert tour. The job is the answer to all her prayers: it will clear out her debt and finance the fresh start she desperately needs. Rye is certain his sassy new cook is the last woman who’d ever tempt him, but spending time with the wholesome girl next door will do wonders for his damaged public image, whether she likes being forced into the spotlight or not. Her food also happens to be the best he’s ever eaten, both comforting and seductive. But spending time with Tory on the road shows him a new side to her—one that’s as impossible to resist as her food. And when an emergency in his family whisks him home, he does the one thing he’s never risked: he lets a woman into his heart… Soon the emotions Rye faked for the tabloids become all too real, but will the country heaven he’s found in Tory’s arms survive in the real world? 
This is a romance, but not quite as predictable as they often are in this genre.  Much of the story is taken up with Rye's difficult family (which leads nicely into other books in the series) with domineering matriarchs and overbearing patriarchs.  There is much forgiveness in this book too - not for everybody, but overall this is a nice, uplifting book.  I enjoyed it.

Monday, 22 June 2020

Weekly Update Y2w25

I think my weight is in stabilising mode (ish).  This week, I've had three not-so-healthy eating days - yes, I am trying not to label them 'bad'.  That's why I'm thinking of this being in stabilising mode, rather than thinking my weight is rising again and giving up.

One night last week we had an Indian takeaway, and I was 'good' (you're right, I shouldn't be using that word either) and stopped eating when I got full, but having rice and bread that late at night, not to mention the amount of fat and cream that was in the curries (conveniently forgetting the lack of vegetables, even with ordering a side of onion bhajis and mushroom bhajis) meant I wasn't surprised that my weight rose dramatically the next day.

Last week my husband dropped hints (by buying a premixed packet!) that he wants a giant cookie for Father's Day, so on Saturday I ended up making it by myself whilst the girls were playing Minecraft together.  Despite not having any distractions, I forgot to put the chocolate chips in - doh!  Hindsight says I should have used the choc chips with the packet of icing for decoration. Did I do that? Nope.  No, I thought it would be better to use the choc chips in cookies, if that's what DH was expecting.  So I found a recipe online for basic cookie mix, and made more cookies. I hadn't noticed how many cookies the recipe was for, and there was far too much mixture for the number of choc chips, so I took some of the mixture and used the chips for that.  Then I took some more mixture and mixed it with hot chocolate powder and cocoa powder (my girls don't like it if the chocolate taste is too dark/bitter), and the rest I made into oatmeal and raisin cookies.  I made TWENTY FOUR extra ones, plus the giant cookie that I had made earlier! And that wasn't the only mistake - I made the icing for the giant one according to the recipe but it was too liquid, so I added all the icing sugar I had, and that still wasn't enough, so I had to add flour to thicken it up. 

As we had a movie night on Saturday, which ended up being a Who-vie night, because the girls wanted to watch episode after episode of Dr Who instead of a film, we ate some of the mini cookies then.  On Sunday, Father's Day, we ate the rest of the cookies and the large one.  Yes, I set myself up for failure by making too many cookies, and I succeeded at that failure by eating them all.  Not by myself - I'm not quite that bad, but it certainly wasn't veggies most.

This week, I'm going to try and go back to eating a lot of vegetables and drinking water.  If I have carbs and grains, I want to eat them at lunchtime so they can be digested easily, as I've noticed I still feel full the following day if I have them at night.  Our next veg box is arriving on Wed, and we still have veg left from last week, so I need to use them up today and tomorrow, so that should motivate me to eat more of the nutritionally rich foods.

Saturday, 20 June 2020

Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl by Harriet Jacobs


 

Incidents in the Life of a Slave Girl is one of the books that can be listened to for free within the teen section on Audible Stories.  (Audible Stories are free for the duration that schools are closed for coronavirus.)  I have been listening to this book whilst completing my current Mosaic Craft project.

I chose this book to listen to as part of my commitment into understanding more about race relations and Black Lives Matter.  I recently watched the documentary 13th, all about the 13th Amendment and how though slavery officially stopped, it just changed form afterwards.

The audio book has the subtitle "written by herself" which prompted me to do a bit of research since the author is Harriet Jacobs, but the story revolves around a slave called Linda Brent.  They are indeed the same person; Linda was a pseudonym used by Jacobs.

The blurb says:
This autobiographical account by a former slave is one of the few extant narratives written by a woman. Written and published in 1861, it delivers a powerful portrayal of the brutality of slave life. Jacobs speaks frankly of her master's abuse and her eventual escape, in a tale of dauntless spirit and faith.
Listening to this book, and being a mother myself, it is horrific to consider what she, and many other people, had to endure as slaves.  Not only what they went through themselves, but the powerlessness to be able to keep their own children safe.

This book is definitely worth reading/listening to for everyone.  There is some sensitive topics (eg sexual violence) described, but not in so much detail that it would be pornographic, and I agree with Audible's suggestion that you should be at least teenage to appreciate this book.  When my children are older, I will encourage them to read it.

Friday, 19 June 2020

Hair Update

I've just realised today that I had my hair dyed over 6 months ago!
I didn't expect it to even last until Christmas, but the colour stayed and I was suitably impressed.


Previously when I've dyed my hair (either myself, or at a hairdressers) the dye would come out thick and fast, and I was led to believe that my hair simply wasn't porous enough to hold the dye, even with bleaching first.  So though I had wanted purple hair for years, it was always a pipe dream, and I hoped that when I finally go grey, my hair would change sufficiently that I would be able to dye it.

Then a friend was telling me about her hairdresser, and personal recommendations are always the best, so after saving up, and psyching myself up, I went to Sharon Rewston.  Not only did she do the usual allergy test at the pre-appointment, Sharon also took a sample of hair and bleached and dyed it to see the colour that would come out.  I wasn't happy with the first try, so she tried again and got a brighter colour.

The day of the appointment came, and I was expecting it to take 3-4hours; it actually took over 8, but given the amount of work that needed to be done, it wasn't a surprise.  The price was more than I had previously spent on my hair, but it was agreed beforehand (even with the work taking longer than expected) and was definitely worth it.


The resulting colour was even brighter than I expected, so I was happy at the time and as I said above, I was still happy at Christmas time when the colour remained.

Over the following months, the colour did fade slightly, and my roots were growing.  I made an appointment for the start of May, where the colour would be refreshed and my roots would be dyed a plum colour.  (Forward planning, so that the next time my hair was to be dyed I could go bright pillar-box red, and the colours would gradually go from purple to red.)

Unfortunately, Coronavirus happened.  Lockdown happened and everything had to close.  My appointment was cancelled until further notice, but I understood, because everyone's health is more important than the colour of my hair.

During lockdown it has mainly been very hot and sunny.  My mental health is better if I'm outside, so I have been sitting as much as possible in the back garden, getting plenty of Vitamin D.
This has had the unexpected effect of lightening my hair.  I say unexpected, because it didn't occur to me, though logically the sun always bleaches colour.  Even my natural hair colour, which is very dark brown, the sun causes the red pigment to show more and gives me golden strands.  


Though my hair colour is now fading, I have to say that I'm loving the fade.  It has gone through Unicorn colours (as the pic above) and the blue is now turning a green, which DD2 reliably informs me is turning my hair Mermaid colours.

Yes, I would like my hair to be bright and bold again, but given current circumstances, I am doubly impressed with Sharon Rewston's hairdressing skills that not only has the colour lasted for over 6 months now, but that it is changing and fading in such a gorgeous way.  

So that is the point of this post.  If you need a brilliant hairdresser and you can travel to Swindon, then once lockdown has finished, call up Sharon.  I can't recommend her enough.

Thursday, 18 June 2020

Run by Patti Larsen

I chose this book based on it being L in my list.  I hoped by the title it would be a thrilling read, and I was not wrong.


Reid is a 16yo boy who wakes up bound and gagged in the back of a truck.  When his abductors release him into the forest, he knows he has to run. And run he does - immediately finding the body of a kid who is pinned to a tree, with body parts trailing.

The blurb says:
Sixteen-year-old Reid thinks life is back to normal. His sister Lucy pulls herself together and cuts him free from a year of foster care. She promises to take care of him, that her new boss and her new life are what they both needed to start again. Until Reid is taken in the middle of the night, dumped in a wild stretch of forest far from home with no idea why he is there. Lost and afraid, he learns to run from the hunters who prowl the darkness, their only pleasure chasing down kids like him. And killing them.
The book is extremely well written.  It manages to keep the adrenaline pumping through every single page.  There is terror bleeding from this book, so much so that despite the protagonist being 16, I wouldn't suggest children read these books until they are at least this age.  It definitely has a feel of The Hunger Games about it, so if you liked that, you'd like this.

I loved this book and couldn't put it down.  I started reading it yesterday morning, and just over 24hours later, I am about to start reading Book 4 in The Hunted series.  They are all just as good.  A tense, enjoyable story.

Wednesday, 17 June 2020

My Thoughts on Elizabeth Bartholet's Article



I am going to be straight up honest here: I have not read the full 80page review that Bartholet wrote.
Sorry, but I simply don't have time.  Should LAs or the government in the UK start referring to it, I now will be able to find an easily accessible copy, but for now it is going unread.

What I am going to comment on, however, is the summary that was written in Harvard Magazine.  As that summary quotes and paraphrases Bartholet, I will go through that with my thoughts and opinions.  Additionally, I have her words from yesterday to draw on to add context and meaning/intention to the written word.


In the article, Bartholet is calling for a "presumptive ban" on homeschooling because it may stop them from contributing to a democratic society.  She asserts that homeschooling violates a child's right to education and their right to freedom from abuse.

Yesterday, historian Milton Gaither stated repeatedly that there is not much difference in outcomes for home schooled and public schooled children in the US.  It is, however, environmental factors that make a difference, not limited to the time and input a parent has in the education of their child.  [This latter sentence is something that I have heard and read in research before (of course, now I look I cannot find the link.  If you reading this have the link handy, please comment below and I'll add it at a later date).]  Bartholet, however, countered this, often repeating that only "successful" homeschoolers allowed their children to partake in research, and there are many hidden homeschoolers that nobody knows about.  Normally, I would go on to make the point that in the UK, there have been ZERO Serious Case Reviews where home educating has been the sole or primary contributing factor to abuse (as I have stated HERE).  However, Bartholet is from the US and from the discussion yesterday there have been cases brought up involving horrific abuse, so I won't claim that what is true in the UK is also true in the US.

Bartholet is concerned about the lack of regulation in some states, that there is no check about the academic qualifications of the parents, nor their ability to teach. Again, this has been addressed in the paragraph above, but if that were not enough - if parents have come out of school without a GED, why should they entrust the education of their children to the state? She is also concerned about the lack of a home schooling register in some states, so I will repeat the link to my response why a home education register is not a good idea.

Bartholet says home education can isolate children, and yesterday commented that some parents choose homeschooling purposely to isolate the kids.  Instead, she proposes that each child should have "mandated reporters" to whom the child has to be shown regularly - this reminds me of the Scottish "Named Person" scheme, that many Scottish Home Educators had been against.


However, I do actually think one of Bartholet's ideas is somewhat praiseworthy - that parents should be checked prior to home education for reports of abuse and neglect.  Rather than a presumptive ban on homeschooling, or a reactive check on parents, I think this should be a forward acting policy.  If someone has a record of abuse or neglect, I think it is right that the court should order (in advance) that these people should have highly visible children and regular encounters with social services.  Now, I am going to put some caveats here.  Firstly, as Graham Stuart MP said when he was Chair of the Education Select Committee, home educated children are "peculiarly visible", so when I am saying visible, I mean to doctors, social services and EHEOs.  Secondly, whereas Bartholet implied yesterday that there is no smoke without fire, and if someone has had accusations of abuse they shouldn't be allowed to home school, I think this preemptive court order to should solely for people who have been through court and proven to have been abusive or neglectful.  There are many cases of a spurned partner who reports their Ex to social services maliciously, and just because of this fabricated report, it is not right that this parent should be prevented from home educating their children should they wish to.  (Fortunately, social services in the UK are able to see through malicious referrals.)

Bartholet states that up to 90% of homeschoolers in the US make that choice due to conservative Christian beliefs and extreme religious ideologues, including questioning science, female subservience and white supremacy.  Again, I'm aware of a huge disparity be the US and the UK, and that is true within Christian circles too.  However, wherever you fall on the creation/evolution debate questioning science is never a bad thing - questioning what we know is exactly what causes breakthroughs in knowledge.  Science is the collection of knowledge that we currently have, and is constantly expanding, growing and changing as our understanding improves.  If you think science cannot or should not be questioned, then indeed that is akin to science being your unquestionable religion.  Without having read her 80 page document, I don't know exactly what she means by female subservience, but I'm assuming she is referring to Ephesians 5:22 (from NIV) "Wives, submit yourselves to your own husbands as you do to the Lord", having ignored the previous verse 21 which states "Submit to one another out of reverence for Christ." and verse 28 that says "In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself."  I acknowledge that there may be some branches of "Christianity" that take these verses out of context and to extreme, but there is nothing inconsistent between calling yourself a Christian and a Feminist.  Finally, white supremacy is antithetical to the teachings of Christ.


An interesting follow-up to this was a question that was asked yesterday: Should children who are public schooled be mandated to visit religious or other private schools? Bartholet replied that no they shouldn't, because parents who wish to can teach religion at home.  To me, this is clearly double standards, and suggests to me that Bartholet is an atheist (I have no idea whether she has a faith or not).  If the parents of a child at a state school are atheists, when can that child encounter religion or faith in order to widen their education and have opportunity to encounter new ideas (given the separation of state and religion in the US)?  The fact that Bartholet doesn't see anything amiss here, demonstrates to me that she does not see any value in faith nor for children being exposed to it. 
Fortunately, in the UK there is not this separation.  My Home Educated children are free to explore their own faith (or lack of faith in the case of DD1), having me being a Christian, friends who are atheists, friends who are Muslims and visiting a Sikh Temple.  I would like to also visit a Synagogue and a Hindu Temple, but that will have to wait until Coronavirus has passed.

Yesterday there was also a discussion and question about whether homeschooling can produce civic-minded and well-rounded children/adults.  Bartholet says in her article "But it’s also important that children grow up exposed to community values, social values, democratic values, ideas about nondiscrimination and tolerance of other people’s viewpoints" but I'm not sure she gives the same exposure to schooled children, nor the same tolerance of home educating families.

When talking about the power and influence parents can have over their children, Bartholet says 
"The issue is, do we think that parents should have 24/7, essentially authoritarian control over their children from ages zero to 18? I think that’s dangerous... I think it’s always dangerous to put powerful people in charge of the powerless, and to give the powerful ones total authority."  
I know other commentators and bloggers have already commented on the fact that the government is run by powerful people who are in charge of the powerless (us).  Additionally, given the recent race relations and examples of police brutality that have come to light, I would want to question Bartholet whether she is in favour of defunding the police?, though I expect not.


Finally, though Bartholet concedes that some parents may be able to educate their children effectively and efficiently, she thinks parents should need to continuously prove that their case is justified in being able to provide a better education than at a state school.  In short, she thinks that rather than innocent until proven guilty, parents need to be assumed to be guilty of abuse and neglect and only allowed to homeschool if the parents can prove otherwise.  

Tuesday, 16 June 2020

Homeschooling: Protecting Freedom, Protecting Children


I was invited by a friend to watch this webinar, and here are my notes from the session.

At the time of watching, I wasn’t sure whether the video would be available afterwards, so I wrote detailed notes about what each of the participants were saying. I have tried to make this easier to read by removing my short-hand, and I have added in various links etc that will add more information, but I apologise in advance if I have missed anything.
I have not added my thoughts and feelings to this - this is just the raw overview of the discussion.

[Edit: Here is my post with my own thoughts/reaction]

To clarify – these are my notes/paraphrasing, not direct quotes.  


The Cato Institute is a public policy research organization — a think tank — dedicated to the principles of individual liberty, limited government, free markets, and peace. Its scholars and analysts conduct independent, nonpartisan research on a wide range of policy issues.”

Each panellist has 7 min for their prepared monologue, then following by Q&A session.

Neal McCluskey is also the host – director of Cato Centre for EducationalFreedom.
Looking along libertarian lines – people who are able to look after themselves should be able to without government involvement as long as there’s nor force or fraud involved.
There is an assumption that children are not able to self govern, so the question is who should make those decisions – parents or state? The phrase “parents have the right...” is concerning because nobody has the right to make decisions for others. However, parents have a duty to make those decisions such that they are enabling and equipping those children to become self governing adults. The role of the government should be restrained. Government is there to protect freedom, therefore the state should only get involved if the children have had harm inflicted on them.
Obviously physical abuse and neglect are examples, and legitimate concern.
Standard judicial procedure: Suspicion, investigation and trial – should be assumed innocent until proven guilty. May be reasonable to have annual visit.
Government is a unique threat to educational freedom as they impose orthodoxy on everyone which is antithetical to liberty. So what is the role of the government? Governments should only intervene if children don’t have the basic building blocks (reading, writing and simple maths) however, other subjects and topics are only matter of opinion, so government should not be involved, especially when they say there are some things that should not be taught. There may be compromise as children are not equipped to advocate for themselves. Ultimately, government control is dangerous, but since children cannot advocate for themselves, there needs to be some compromise.

John Holt 1977 concerned about state involvement. 36 states had a variety of implied or explicit home schooling legislation. In many states, Homeschooling is regulated like private schools, which means there is wide ranging regulation.
In the 1980s, the majority of homeschoolers were fundamentalist religionists/Christians so there became a battle from the courts to states legislators. Through legislation, grass roots Homeschoolers showed their force to keep pressure on until they got what they wanted. By 1990s Homeschooling was much easier to do. Legislation in states varies, ranging from only needing to deregister from school, to minimum qualifications upon leaving school, and to imposing full curriculum.
Overall Homeschooling is mostly unregulated in the US; this has made it possible for criminals to use homeschooling to hide abuse. There are no specific records, only anecdotes. The Home schooling and Invisible Children website has details of horrific cases- needs to balance these cases whilst ensuring Homeschoolers maintain their freedom.

Homeschoolers are understandably upset and angry about Elizabeth Bartholet’s article that came out early in 2020. Fundamental Question: should the government intervene in family life if there is no evidence of wrong doing? Should families be under close watch? Presumption of guilty.
Barthelot’s arguments:
Ideological - A very large proportion of Homeschooling parents are purposely isolating their children
Academic - Homeschooled kids are 2-3 more likely to visit library and 1.5x more likely to visit school or book store
If the government can’t guarantee standards for kids in school, how can they do the same for Homeschoolers?
Welfare – Homeschooling parents are no more likely to abuse children, some say less likely. Ignoring abuse by educators and peers in education institutions
1/10 children in school will be sexually abused by educators in school

We may not agree with people’s choice to educate their own children, but should not allow government force and state violence against children

Instead of presumptive bans, we should be celebrating freedom.


Children should be seen as having rights equal to adult rights. Children don’t have power to protect themselves so it’s important the government be there as protector for children and be able to intervene to protect fundamental rights:
-protection against abuse and neglect
-right to education
Need to think about the children’s right to positive interaction from government/
Most countries in the world have written into their constitutions children’s rights

2 major concerns of current unregulated state, that there is no meaningful regulation of
-protection against abuse and neglect
-right to education

I never said I was for a total ban and I don’t think a presumptive ban isn’t what Kerry described.
As a general matter, masses of Homeschooling parents are doing a great job, and most don’t abuse, however my concern is with a subset of those Homeschooled children.
We don’t have laws because all children are abused, but because a subset are. Similarly, there needs to be regulation for Homeschooled children. There are a couple of studies that show a worrisome correlation between Homeschooling and abuse. More generally Homeschoolers “very often” raise their children up in significant isolation. Isolation is a risk.
What protects children? If we built in mandated reporters who come into regular contact with children. Kids in state schools get this minimum check, so Homeschooled kids need it too. Before you’re allowed to Homeschool there should be a check with CPS to see if family have a record or check of abuse and neglect.
Important there be contact beyond that that homeschooling families aught to see people other than their families, preferably in a public school. A once/year visit is not enough to protect children.
There needs to be minimum regulation to ensure children have minimum right to education, for employment, opportunities. There should be some check to ensure they are able to teach. There needs to be meaningful assessment by state on annual basis to check the children are learning. Finally, education needs to include exposure to views and values that are different to those of the parents. So when they become adults they have meaningful opportunity to choose different to their parents.

Q&As:

Q: Do we have reason to believe that having kids in public schools has a greater net gain than if parents can educate how they want?
Do we have reason to believe public schools are safer?
NM: evidence to suggest state schools are not doing well producing good citizens
EB: Agree public schools have lots of problems. Often will be the case Homeschoolers will do better case of educating and protecting their kids. They have the right to do that. However, there should be a burden on the parents to show their desire to educate their kids, ability to teach their children, and children should go to a public school for some courses, even if schools are failing, because it’s safer to see more people.
KM: The issue is that government schools are not safe for many children, and this is a highly regulated standardised system of schooling, with high surveillance, video cameras, metal detectors etc. and there are still plenty of children who are being abused at school . We cannot say that state schooling is protecting Homeschooled kids.
MG: Soooo many variables, basically there is not a lot of difference how Homeschoolers turn out compared to school kids turn out. There is not the data, but looking at everything overall, there is not much difference. It is important to not look at anecdotes. The outcomes of kids is much more based on the environment they come from at home – marital statues of parents, home wealth, parents interest in education etc.
EB: I’m going to differ with Milton’s conclusions, but I think we don’t know enough to think the outcomes are similar, because we don’t have big enough studies. The Homeschooled kids who do well, yes they are comparable to state schools, but doesn’t look at those that don’t do well. There is a subset that we need to worry about in an unregulated home schooling setting.

Q: What strategy do we have to help kids who are mistreated?
NM:I think innocent until proven guilty, but abuse is real.
KM: How to we help kids in both Homeschooling situation and in government school. There are child abuse laws in every state, and these should be enforced. CPS needs to be reformed so they can find abuse cases. Problem is that we are conflating abuse and Homeschooling. We should not be adding a layer of suspicion on a subset of people. This is true of abuse that happens in government schools. I’m not convinced more regulation will improve things for children.
MG: I see myself as a historian, but will step out of my role. Homeschooling is being used as a mechanism to abuse children, which is what I think some basic minimal contact that Neal suggested should be instated.
EB: As Milton said it’s obvious. There are examples of parents who have been reported for abuse who claim to be Homeschooling. There are some studies. In Connecticut, look at every child withdrawn within a period of time; 36% were to parents who had reports of abuse or neglect, so these children were at risk. Another study from paediatricians – small sample size of those who have experience horrific torture, 76% were Homeschooled kids. Obviously they kept at home knowing there won’t be witnesses and will get away with it.
KM: A large % of the small number cited by EB were already known to CPS, therefore shows a clear problem with CPS. Again, there should be issues with convicted parents, the courts should be putting restrictions on those parents, not on all parents.

Q: Founding fathers’ education was much less than standard schooling, so why do you think Homeschooling isn’t wide ranging enough to produce well thought out/rounded citizens as adults?

EB: Homeschooling has interesting origins, major strain in early years was John Holt’s books, and made me seek out schools that enabled creative learning. There is no research to say one way or another about whether Homeschoolers are capable citizens. Studies by Homeschoolers only show the subset of successful Homeschooled kids, not the subset that I’m worried about. Absence of meaningful research means we can’t know the whole Homeschooled population, and therefore can’t study them all. We only know about the successful ones, that parents are willing to share about.
KM: Homeschoolers disentangle education from schooling and become immersed in the people, places and things of their community. I disagree with EB that many Homeschoolers are isolated, especially in 2020 when Homeschoolers are economically and ideologically diverse and are immersed in their communities. Albert Chang at University of Arkansas shows Homeschoolers are more politically tolerant than students at state or public schools.
MG: One of the major themes of my book is that Homeschooling is very different today to that of founding fathers. Modern Homeschooling is reaction against state schooling. Previously people Homeschooled in order to open up options to their children, so was very common, but getting less common in the 20th Century, and becoming more common from the 1970s. Whilst EB’s point that research isn’t population wide is true, there are some random sample surveys that have proven statistically to represent the wider population. Homeschooling is not going to make you more or less civic, it’s to do with the parents.

Q:
NM: I suggested one way to make sure no kids go through the cracks, there should be a standardised test on read, writing, arithmetic, but standard testing is problematic as it encourages state-based curriculum. Is there a way to test without forcing this curriculum?

KM: whose standard? Parents often choose Homeschooling because they are worried about state schooling, because they do not like standardised testing. Much of the growth in Homeschooling is from urban, secular parents who want a different education for their children. Average age for reading is about 8yos in the homeschooling population, which is higher than in government schools, but still the same outcome. Also, some parents of children with SEN, so I’d worry about how standard testing would impact those children. Whose standard?
MG: Yes, I agree with KM. If the parent has academic competence, then the parents should have as much freedom as possible. As long as the parent has GED, that’s fine, but there shouldn't be a fixed curriculum or standardised testing. Maybe a one time test age 13, but there should be much freedom.
EB: I disagree with both previous speakers. Should children have total control? There should be a balance. Parents have some control, but state should have a say to ensure the children have a future and grow up to have a positive influence in their future. It makes sense for the state to say that by the child is 18 there is a minimum knowledge of writing, reading, maths, science etc. The tests are more meaningful for kids, than requiring credentials for parents. There should be annual tests. Do you wan 100% control for parents, or would kids be better off if there’s a balance between state and parents control?

Q:
Should people who go to public schools be mandated to go to a religious school or other schooling? If we’re looking at widening education, shouldn’t all students have opportunities to new ideas?
MG: I don’t have a say. I like the idea, but this is more something to do on your own, rather than it being state mandated.
EB: public schools should def teach in the school context diversity, religion, non-discriminatory attitudes etc. It doesn’t make sense for me to say these kids should then go to a different school. These kids then go home, so will be exposed to values from parents and community so I don’t agree these kids are missing out on alternative vies.
NM: If public schools must by law be non-religious, how to children then get experience and exposure to a religion?
EB: At home. Parents at home are free to bring their kids up to church and religious classes if they want. Schools shouldn’t teach that.
KM: I agree with Milton that we can’t mandate this and require exposure to all different viewpoints. It’s peculiar that EB singles out Homeschoolers for this, but not for private schools. It seems to me that this is an important issue as MG says Private education is as unregulated as Homeschooling.

Q: If Homeschoolers should have irregular drop ins, why are families trusted in the summer or before the child is school age?
KM: This discussion about regular home visits of government authorities with no evidence, has received the most criticism from the article.
EB: I definitely have fears for kids in the 0-5 age range that they won’t be seen. In Europe home visitation is considered the normal. Do I think there should be more such programs? Absolutely. Going to school is a huge protection for children from abuse and neglect.
MG: Part of what is at stake is that the history of Homeschooling is the adversarial relationship between Homeschoolers and the government. We need to move beyond that and realise we are the gov. What about having 2 people ‘named people’ being your eyes and submitting that they’ve been seen as part of your Homeschooling paperwork?

Q: If state has been shown to not provide a good education, why should Homeschooling parents hand their children to the state?
MG: I won’t grant the premise of the question – research shows public schools do better than many private schools.
NM: That study is debatable, as is all research.
KM: That’ right. My recommendation is to keep this at the legislative/state level, rather than moving to federal courts. This is a local issue and should be decided at the state level.
EB: I agree with Milton that state schools do a good job. I would also say parents haven’t “proved” they’re doing a good job all the time – we know some parents don’t, some can’t be trusted not to abuse, neglect or exploit their children. It’s a balance. What HSLDA is demanding is parent power. They want parents to have total right over their children. Neither parents nor state are perfect. There needs to be a balance. The state needs to have the right to exert the rights of the children.

NM: Really interesting discussion. Sorry we couldn’t get to all questions. I hope we covered most of the topics. Thanks to the panellists. Everyone here wants to get to what is best for the children and for the society.