No weight loss this week. Quelle surprise.
Sometimes I wonder if I should give up on pretending to lose weight, but I know that I need to in order to have the surgery I want in a few years time.
Yes, this is how I started last week's update, because I need to do everything I said I was going to do last week.
My MH dropped at the end of last week. Not because of my failure to lose weight, but that contributed to it. I feel like a fraud and that I don't have any worth.
On the positive side, I actually called out for help - in a way. I put a vague status update on FB asking for prayers. But I did get the help and validation I needed and I feel better this morning. It's easy to pretend, especially on social media, but we all need help sometimes. Me especially. I can't even answer "how are you?" honestly, even if I know the other person would want to hear the truth.
I am drinking smoothies for lunches, and I have been all week. I do tend to get really hungry around 5pm, though, which is when I crave foods not conducive to weightloss, and to which I have been giving in too easily. I need to get back to meal planning properly. My cleaner has come back now, so my kitchen is reasonably clean, which means I don't really have an excuse not to cook more.
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